I feel like I'm going crazy. I wish he hadn't done this to me. I can't live with this. I haven't even had my breakdown yet. Knowing my luck it will most likely happen during school. Yippee. I just can't take this. I haven't been able to sleep or eat or anything. I'm not sure how I'll react with school tomorrow. But I hope school isn't cancelled again. I've been so restless. I need to do something but I don't want to do anything. I just want to lay in bed all day. But that doesn't work for me right now. I don't know if I can handle this..