I honestly think I'm losing myself. Kirby's taking over. Having whole conversations with John that I know nothing about. I mean, I know that they're happening when they are but I can't do anything about it and I remember nothing of it. So I think John's beginning to think I'm crazy. And he yelled at me and I don't know why. Fantastic.
Well, I am now going off of three hours of sleep. I sat in front of my computer from the time I got home (about 4) until about 2 trying to write my essay. It was only a three-paragraph essay but I just couldn't manage to do it. Within the first hour I had the first paragraph written, then I decided I wanted to change my "passion" from theatre to photography. And that's pretty much where it stopped for a few hours. I just sat there. I knew what I wanted to say I just couldn't put it in words. It really sucked. Then after I got the first paragraph done (again) It took me about 4 more hours to write the other two paragraphs. That's horrible. I have never spent that long on an essay.
That also means that I didn't do any reading logs. I have five pages that I have to do. Five things on each page. That's 25. And about 15 minutes to read each time it works out to about 6+ hours. I wouldn't have even finished by now if I started them last night.
Also, today we have another school performance. I wasn't supposed to do this one. Erin was. But Fouhy decided that I'm doing it again. Then I have my student led conference at 2:45. Which this morning I realized is probably not the best thing. The shows usually go up to a few minutes before the bell. I have to look nice for my conference. For the show I will have stage make-up on and completely messy hair. shit... I don't know.
Oh, then at 5 is the spaghetti dinner. yippee. then I have to sell tickets for the show. Then I have to wash all the dishes during the show. I better be able to take a nap before the stupid spaghetti dinner. I feel like I'm just going to collapse right now. To be honest, right now I would rather just sit back stage than do the school performance. *sigh*
